Cash Tornado

Wish this entry was about me picking up shitloads of cash... But it's all about the work, baby!! Not that I was really working for this though. Went downstairs to take some photos, met some people, gave out some name cards, bla bla bla... Even got a free copy of MWW. What I really wanted was the free movie pass. But Lil' John didn't give it to me :( One more thing, Sham looks like Vin Diesel. He even sounds like Diesel -.-"


Ashley's no longer a single lonely bitch :)

All smiles

There's not much to be said about today's convocation ceremony. Just to note that I was very excited, to the point where adrenaline took over and I actually forgot that I was sick. And I was smiling and laughing so much... But it didn't bother me 'cause I was truly happy. The feelings came true from the inside. Unlike the short time I spent taking the studio photos, and felt so awkward the whole time. My favourite shot of the day (which excludes the need to post up the other one hundred million photos that I took) is definitely this one...

My body does have good memory. I felt so beaten down after getting on to the car. My shirt was soaked in sweat after I took off my jacket and gown. Hair was fucked after taking off the mortar board. No worries... I took my meds and will be off to bed soon. I'm working tomorrow anyway. Anyone shopping for holidays at MATTA Fair tomorrow? Come pay me a visit ;) Oh... I'm off to the second convocation session as well. Gotta share my friends' great day. And I don't care if the bosses don't like it. Die die I also must go!!

Lovely flowers I've received today

Ugly pic

Or should I say ugly pig? I hateeeeeeeee this photo!! My face is puffy and my hair's like shit. I've had three new hairstyles and my hair colour's not even that anymore since this photo was taken. How frustrating can it get? Not to mention the fact that UTAR's gonna project this photo to few thousand people this Saturday, and have already distributed the e-album to a few thousand others. Geraaaammmmm!!!

I should be so thankful

Yes, I should count my blessings indeed. It's just another day for most people out there, but today I discovered three very important things:

1) I have colleagues who are concerned about my well being, even though we've only known each other for less than three months

2) I have friends who love me, and I love them to bits too

3) I have a guy who shares a mutual feeling as I do for him, and wants me more than I want him. Don't get me wrong. I'm just overwhelmed by the attention he's giving me. I've never had guys treating me this way

I'm exploding with all sorts of emotions. Feeling everything at the same time. Love, fear, emptiness, gratitude, fulfilment, hesitation, bla bla bla. Am I asking too much? Thinking too much? Abby and Deb has advised me not to. I know I shouldn't. I even told him not to do the same. So why am I whining? Dunno la. I'm just too complicated for myself to handle.

Would you be my girlfriend?

Chapter 1

That was his question. It came as such a surprise. She never expected him to say those words so soon. Her hands were shaking so badly that she was sipping quickly on her green tea as if it were the elixir of life. Close to the point of gulping. She could only tell him that they shouldn't move too fast. He agreed. But he said he's gonna try harder. "At least I still have the chance." And they continued to talk while invisible pink cotton candy hearts were floating in the air and Cupid was watching closely. The air-conditioning in the cinema nearly froze her to death. She was wishing so badly that she could snuggle up to him for some warmth. But she was too stubborn. And he was too afraid to wrap his arms around her. Maybe afraid that he'll scare her. It was hard enough for him to confess his feelings. She knew about it, and she was feeling the exact same way too but she never knew he was such a shy guy after all. He walked her to the train station after they had dinner. She is such a sushi lover. But she couldn't manage to eat as much as she usually could. Her mind was not concentrated on hunger. Her body was flushed with heat. Primal heat. Passionate blood is once again flowing through her cold veins. She felt coy when their skin brushed against each other. "Why didn't he just grab my hand and hold on tightly to it?" She was screaming inside. All he could manage was to touch her lightly on her shoulder and even more lightly near her hips. Such a shy guy. No one could ever tell. But the connection is there. The feelings are strong. More importantly, the feelings are mutual. How did it happen? No one could ever know. Sparks fly, and it is a beautiful thing for these two young lovers to be able to start a relationship together. It was just the first date. There are more to come. And deep in her heart, she prays everyday for a man she can truly love and love her in return.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

Sharon Osbourne? Lol!!!

Just another phase?

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin you to beg me

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me

Let's Ride

I fucking love Nicolas Cage in Ghost Rider. He is so damn sexy. Balding or not in real life... I DON'T care. He's soooooo delicious. I watched it at BTS with Eric and Yong this evening. We missed 45 minutes of the show because of some assholes and bought tickets to watch it again on the midnight show. And I loved every second of it!! Poor guys had to bear with me squeal in delight when Nic Cage went topless for a scene *drools*


Old ladies

Jasmine the rebel is back! So we us girls met up at TGIF. We were loud, as usual. Especially when we were joined by Simpson, Kuan Mei and Angel. Kuan Mei's hubby was quiet 'cause he was sick and Angel's boyfriend as well, because we didn't know him. Everyone was really chatty, and we'd find that we didn't know which conversation to pay attention to, because so many people were talking at the same time. Anyway, company was awesome, and the food was great. I'm really glad to catch up with some friends after so long of not seeing them. And it's only been a couple of months! Self-proclaimed Miss World did a good job of introducing the Jack Daniel's Chicken to me. The sauce is just heavenly!! No pics though. No one seem to have brought a camera. I didn't 'cause I had a smaller handbag today.

After Simpson, Kuan Mei+hubby left, we continued with our conversations. We sounded like a bunch of old b****es. (Censor done in honour of CCB. CCB = Chris' Censorship Board. But it sounds like another different thing that is banned under the censorship board, doesn't it? :p) It's funny how Jasmine mentioned that the rest of us sounded so mature. Deb pointed out that all we used to talk about was gossips about the people around us. I think it's more about whining about how awful our alma mater was, really. But now every ingredient of our conversations are heavily seasoned with talks of work, work and more work! I guess it's just that we've moved on to another level in our lives. The one where we are still learning how to be an adult. Nonetheless, I still suck at it. But I'm learning la.

Deb and Miss World are such pathetic liars. I'm gonna ignore that anyway. I'll miss my deb deb ;( I'll have less one friend to listen to my whinings now. At least for 3 years until she's back. Soon I can only whine to her and wait longer for a reply.

P/S: Deb, I wish you all the best. I know it sounds clich├ęd, but I really mean it. You've made a choice and it might not necessarily have a right or wrong attached to it, but you've chosen a path. So make the best out of it and give it your all. Life is too short for what ifs. But yet too long for a monotonous life. So let go of whatever insecurities, bla bla bla and enjoy yourself, ok?