Let time be me

Sometimes I wish I had the ability to freeze time so I can be stuck in any safe place I'm in. But other times I'd wish I could zoom past time without anyone noticing that I'm gone, or that I would not notice anyone else around me. To run away from all those thoughts that turn me into this pessismist monster that I am. I have no shiny red eyes or a long, crooked nose. All I have is a deep, dark and hollow shell which no longer bears fruits of hope. I can't understand why I am never satisfied with the way things are (no matter how good they are doing), and keep wondering what if there is something wrong. What if all these seemingly happy times are just a ploy to an impending doom? WHAT IF? The six alphabets and one question mark which intelligently combine to mark my death of normalcy.
TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE, IT GOES ON WITHOUT YOU.
How I wish to possess the ability to move on nonchalantly and breeze through difficult times, without any of these bullshit thoughts polluting my unsound mind. Or rather headstrong, like a horse racing through the meadows with its new found freedom. I need to be alone. But not long enough for everyone to leave me empty.

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